MY HEART IS FREEZING!

you look like ''SUPER ,DUPER ,HYPER'' unlike me,but why you still want to friend with me? can you please don't treat me like this,i will feel '心痛'! and my feeling is such as shit! can you,please? don't treat me with this kind of shit attitude,and please tell me the truth if you really hate me or whatever! i truly hate the people that always not saying the truth at me and always '假惺惺' and also double face person!!! 

What is love?

if someday you love the person that you truly love her/him,but she/he is the person that you absolutely can't fall in love,then how is your feeling? And what should you do at the same time?

               

崩溃了...

最近 

听到了一些不该听到的坏消息

那就是`

医生证实妈妈

生了癌症

这到底是怎么回事啊?

有谁可以告诉我吗??

我真的很想很想知道....

为什么之前说是良性的瘤

为什么现在又说是癌症??

为什么老天爷要跟我开这个玩笑?

为什么要让我白开心一场??

之前开刀过后

还以为妈妈已经没事了

为什么现在回去拿报告时

就说了这个坏消息 

给我们知道??

现在到底是怎样啊??

玩我吗??

我真的很害怕

有一天

妈妈就会这样离我而去

我真的很害怕

真的真的!`

我该怎么办

我该怎么做?

现在

我唯有能做的事

就是`

祝福妈妈

一切平安无事!

我相信

妈妈是个好心人

好心人自然就

一定不会有事的

对吗?`

我相信`

妈妈一定会陪我们走下去的`

妈妈

加油了`
我爱你`!

星期六 早上

你们到底明白我的感受吗??
我很伤心
我很痛苦
就是为了要保持
所有的一切
但现在
我的心已经伤得没办法再复原了
我只想说
或许
我们就会这样xx....
现在的我
很爱我的家人
其他的都不重要了
不想在乎...

Thursday noon!

Today i had saw a lot of movie trailer 
that i want to watch had been a long time

that is

那个夏天

and

行X踏错

after i see both of the trailer

i think 

the movie will sure nice and worth to see

 now

let me show you guys some poster of the movie

this movie is call as 那个夏天

the actor and actress in this movie

are handsome and pretty

especially is Aloysius Pang!

He is damn handsome in this movie.

i love him so much!

and also 

the movie 行X踏错

戴阳天is quite handsome in this movie.

i love him too! : )

i will support both of the movie!

Wednesday morning!

今天妈咪一早就去医院动手术了

可是

昨天我太晚睡了

搞到我早上起不了身

也没跟妈妈见个面

让妈妈不要那么紧张害怕

可是

我真的很没用

我不但没醒来给妈妈加油打气

还睡得像死猪一样

超没用的我!

我现在真的很内疚

为什么早上没起身跟妈妈加油打气

!!

妈妈

现在已经安全回到家了

手术一切进行得很顺利

真的很开心啊!

妈妈没事就好!!

平平安安!!!

谢谢angong保佑!!! : )

13.03.2012

In this world,

is it really there have such 'forever friends' this kind of things?

Yesterday was my friends birthday

so we went to shopping center to celebrate his birthday

we went there and sing k

it was fun and enjoy

But

there was one things that i feel very upset

it was i sat my friend parents car...

i was so scare

because we had something happens before

and i was so embarrassed

after going back home

i turn on my computer

i saw

my friends upload her picture that she had captured yesterday night.

but

there was half of hand appear on the picture

it was so big and ugly such as a pig hands!

damn self-abased

Besides,

i had saw a lot of friends there too

and also facebook friends that we never met before

now,

we are already formal friend.

that day was also Ah Tam birthday.

We sang happy birthday song to her too.

Also,

i wanna write some unhappiness things at here 

don't feel that im very sensitive about friends things

it is because i feel that im fat 

so that i feel im self-abased.

and also 

im really super duper hyper scare ignore and despise by friends.

it is just because i care about friends!

But

Now

i had learnt one things

that is


有些事,不是不在意,而是在意了又能怎样
人生没有如果,只有后果和结果
成熟,就是用微笑来面对一切小事

So,

NOW

i will try my best to 不在意 anythings! 

除此之外
最近我有一位男性朋友把我和他的合照作为profile picture
可是
我不知道是我自做聪明还是胡思乱想
那就是
我看到他的前女友在自己的fb wall上面写到很多关于感情事的东西
其实
是不是因为你看到了这张照片而误会了些什么
我不是想猜疑些什么
我只想说
我们只是普通朋友
就这样简单.
因为
我不想就因为一张合照而引起什么误会...
而让误会一直持续下去...

Finally,the exam is finish.

Finally,

the exam is finish.

today

teacher had discussed some test paper with us.

my result was lousy 

it was 1A 2B 1E 1C currently.

i'm feel so sad.

why about my result?

now,

i'm just finish my addition maths test,

but after teacher discuss the answer.

i have already mistake 14 questions there.

it was just 8 or 9 questions are the correct.

i'm so sad.

and i don't know how to face my parents.

before i thought my parents 100% sure will scold me

because of my bad result.

but,

it was different with what i thought before.

my mum not only no scold me,

and also comfort me,

ask me to keep it up.

Don't give up and don't give in.

 At once,

i'm so touchful.

my parents was support me all the time.

Now,

 the examination is already over.

and i now here have an aspiration 
it is

to get the better result in the second test.

i hope i can get the success.

【我错了】

我错了

我想的

我说的

我觉得的

都是错的

我现在才发现

其实我有一个幸福的家庭


爸爸妈妈
其实都很疼爱我
只是我没发觉到罢了


之前的我
一直
会想说
我爸妈真的疼爱我吗?


但
我现在真的感受到了
我爸妈其实真的很疼爱我.....
对我十分的关心...

虽然经过一些风风雨雨

但

这都是事实

已经麻木了
不能改变的

事实

所以

我接受了

其实

比起他人

我幸福多了

我一定要

珍惜眼前现在所拥有的一切

不要跟别人做比较

因为

你所得到的东西

别人未必能得到

所以

我不想

等到失去了

才来后悔...

黄嘉欣

你之前所想的一切

都是错的...

看开点吧!

有些事

是命中注定的

你不想发生的事

它却会一而再的发生...

这也许是

人生中的

一部分吧...

【肥胖不是罪】

不要骂肥的人: 肥,你自己肥不起来,不要羡慕人家.

是谁说肥的人没有用,沈殿霞就是肥人的模仿.

瘦的又如何,你们有肥人的乐观吗?

人家肥得罪到你啊,不要一直骂人家肥猪,有本事自己不要吃猪肉.

肥不是犯法的,不要一直侮辱肥胖的人.

向全世界大声说: 我肥得开心就好,你管我那么多....

by 爱情公寓.无心的恶魔 

对不起啊!借抄袭下吧.....!

Wednesday 15.2.2012

The soul always knows what to do to heal itself.

The challenge is to silence the mind.

Dream it,

Wish it,

Do it.

And You will get the success...

Never let them steal your Joy!

Quotes♥

I get jealous, I get mad, I get worried, I get curious.

But that's only because I love you so much and I don't wanna lose you.

Single not mean that nobody wanted you....

Being single used to mean that nobody wanted you.

Now it means you're pretty,sexy,


and you're taking your time deciding now you want 

your life to be and who you want to spend it with.

: )

Thanks to those who hated me,
you made me stronger. 

Thanks to those who loved me,

you made my heart go fonder.

Thanks to those who cared,

you made me feel important.

Thanks to those who entered into my life,

you made who i am today.

Thanks to those who left,

you showed me that nothing lasts forever.

Thanks to those who stayed,

you showed me true friendship.

Thanks to those who listened,

you made like i was worth it.

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone,

an hour to like someone and a day to love someone

but it takes a lifetime to forget someone...

Valentine's Day is not a day that is dedicated to couples,

But to love.

Love for your other half,

love for your friends and love for your family.

Spread the love ya'll : )

我发现了这一句话.... : )

其实对方不喜欢你,你再怎么追也没用,对方喜欢你,根本不需用挖空心思去追.
因为爱情不是感动,你不是他心目中的理想伴侣,即使一时接受你,将来碰上佳仪的那一位,一样会离开你...

10.2.2012 柯震东!!!♥

柯震东啊!!

星期五柯震东来Gurney Plaza leh!!

大家都应该知道吧!!

柯震东

他妈的帅!!

真的和电视上的一样

高大

白

帅!!

超喜欢他的....

不过

我们真的等了好久啊!

一小时多有吧!

不过

这都是值得的....

台湾的柯震东来槟城叻!!

难得啦!!

真的希望他下次再来大马开演唱会或签唱会....

真的很多人下的....

气氛非常的high啦!....

粉丝们都不停地尖叫啊!!!

帅哥叻!

不能怪啦！

你看!你看!!

他是谁??

  

真的beh tahan到!!!@@

除夕...

Yor!!!!

我不能tahan了拉!!

金贤重代言的THE FACE SHOP产品!

我超喜欢的啦!

我想买啊!

一set的护肤品!!!

可是我不懂他的price!

我只知道一瓶就已经要RM39.90了!!

arhhhh!

我真的很喜欢啊!!
现在好像是有offer耶!
扣到来的一瓶价钱好像只剩下RM19.90
我真的很想买啊!
问题是我们北海不懂有吗?
Penang的Queensbay Mall就有...
可是,我不要去到那么远啦!!!

还有THE FACE SHOP的

lotion...

洗发水......

香水.....

我都好likieeeeeee啊!!!

挺不住了....!!!

What A Good News!

Yeah yeah!

Ah ma!

You Have Already Rehabilitation!

Congratulations yar!!

I'M super duper Thanks to God!

While You're in Sick...

I Close My Eyes And Pray!

Also,

I Felt Very Anxious And Worry!

Now,

I Just Hope

Your State Of Illness Won't Repeat And Repeat...!

Thanks Thanks Thankssss! Goddddd!!! : )

12.01.2012

最近,

我都在减肥啊...

因为表姐的婚礼要到了,

新年又即将来临....

为了能够买到更漂亮的衣服...

我拼了....

我最近都只吃午餐...

没吃早晚餐了....

虽然还是有点辛苦...

一直都在戒口...

但,

我还是会努力的...

就当做是生了一场大病吧!

哈哈...

表姐还作弄我啊，

说她的伴娘的礼服只能塞得下27寸...

我当时答应了...

好大的口气啊..!

自信心满满....

哈哈,

虽然减到27寸有点难...

但我还是会尽力去减到我要的尺寸....:)

表姐这次的婚礼非常的隆重啊....

当然当天也不能失礼人啦....

哈哈...

不只是这样啊,

原本的我啊,

只写我的英文名在iphone instragram 里...

叫Michelle Ooi...:)

哈哈,

哪知道,

有两位好朋友Marry lee 和 Tissue ong

在学校的时候就一直不停地重复我的英文名字...

当然Qingying Khor也被他们从Jovien叫成Kelvin...

Hahahasss!

而Ooi Ai Ying是从Eileen被叫成Melvin....

真的很好笑啊...

就因为这样...

班上的同学们都一直叫我Michelle Ooi,Michelle Ooi....

还说我是Zinq tan 的女友 Michelle...

他的女友是Michelle Tan 好不好啊...!

我是Ooi啦,朋友们!

Ah Duiiii!

当然,

也有人说,

怎么Michelle肥了那么多啊....

哈哈,

我知道你们是在开玩笑....

我不会介意....! :)

因为毕竟真正的Michelle Tan是瘦瘦的....

Haisss!

总而言之,

越说就越觉得自卑,伤心...

不想那么多了....

我会尽力的改变我自己....

变得更完美的...!

我相信....

我做得到...

Monday Tiok Gai Gai ! Bo Bi....!!!

Arhhhhhh!

Originally,

Yesterday Had Add Math Class...

But We Thought That Was No Add Math Class Yesterday...

So We Went Back Early...

However,

Our Classmates Said That Yesterday Got Add Math Class!

Now,

I Can't Rest And Play Well....

Damn Worry About Monday...

That Teacher Is Fierce As A Tiger....

Haissss,

Also,

She Asked Us To See Her On Monday...

Duiiii!

Sure Lak Sek Liao....

I'm So Scare She Scold Us In Front Of All the Students....!

Damn Damn Damn Super Worry Until Can't Sleep Well....!

Haisss!

10 Of Us Went Back Before 12.30pm...

Sure Kena Liao De....

Hope Teacher Will Listen To Us Bar....

We Are Not Purpose De...

Hope You Forgive Us....

No Next Time...!

A Mi To Fo......!!! TOT

Bobi!!!