MY HEART IS FREEZING!

you look like ''SUPER ,DUPER ,HYPER'' unlike me,but why you still want to friend with me? can you please don't treat me like this,i will feel '心痛'! and my feeling is such as shit! can you,please? don't treat me with this kind of shit attitude,and please tell me the truth if you really hate me or whatever! i truly hate the people that always not saying the truth at me and always '假惺惺' and also double face person!!! 

What is love?

if someday you love the person that you truly love her/him,but she/he is the person that you absolutely can't fall in love,then how is your feeling? And what should you do at the same time?

               

崩溃了...

最近 

听到了一些不该听到的坏消息

那就是`

医生证实妈妈

生了癌症

这到底是怎么回事啊?

有谁可以告诉我吗??

我真的很想很想知道....

为什么之前说是良性的瘤

为什么现在又说是癌症??

为什么老天爷要跟我开这个玩笑?

为什么要让我白开心一场??

之前开刀过后

还以为妈妈已经没事了

为什么现在回去拿报告时

就说了这个坏消息 

给我们知道??

现在到底是怎样啊??

玩我吗??

我真的很害怕

有一天

妈妈就会这样离我而去

我真的很害怕

真的真的!`

我该怎么办

我该怎么做?

现在

我唯有能做的事

就是`

祝福妈妈

一切平安无事!

我相信

妈妈是个好心人

好心人自然就

一定不会有事的

对吗?`

我相信`

妈妈一定会陪我们走下去的`

妈妈

加油了`
我爱你`!

星期六 早上

你们到底明白我的感受吗??
我很伤心
我很痛苦
就是为了要保持
所有的一切
但现在
我的心已经伤得没办法再复原了
我只想说
或许
我们就会这样xx....
现在的我
很爱我的家人
其他的都不重要了
不想在乎...

Thursday noon!

Today i had saw a lot of movie trailer 
that i want to watch had been a long time

that is

那个夏天

and

行X踏错

after i see both of the trailer

i think 

the movie will sure nice and worth to see

 now

let me show you guys some poster of the movie

this movie is call as 那个夏天

the actor and actress in this movie

are handsome and pretty

especially is Aloysius Pang!

He is damn handsome in this movie.

i love him so much!

and also 

the movie 行X踏错

戴阳天is quite handsome in this movie.

i love him too! : )

i will support both of the movie!

Wednesday morning!

今天妈咪一早就去医院动手术了

可是

昨天我太晚睡了

搞到我早上起不了身

也没跟妈妈见个面

让妈妈不要那么紧张害怕

可是

我真的很没用

我不但没醒来给妈妈加油打气

还睡得像死猪一样

超没用的我!

我现在真的很内疚

为什么早上没起身跟妈妈加油打气

!!

妈妈

现在已经安全回到家了

手术一切进行得很顺利

真的很开心啊!

妈妈没事就好!!

平平安安!!!

谢谢angong保佑!!! : )

13.03.2012

In this world,

is it really there have such 'forever friends' this kind of things?

Yesterday was my friends birthday

so we went to shopping center to celebrate his birthday

we went there and sing k

it was fun and enjoy

But

there was one things that i feel very upset

it was i sat my friend parents car...

i was so scare

because we had something happens before

and i was so embarrassed

after going back home

i turn on my computer

i saw

my friends upload her picture that she had captured yesterday night.

but

there was half of hand appear on the picture

it was so big and ugly such as a pig hands!

damn self-abased

Besides,

i had saw a lot of friends there too

and also facebook friends that we never met before

now,

we are already formal friend.

that day was also Ah Tam birthday.

We sang happy birthday song to her too.

Also,

i wanna write some unhappiness things at here 

don't feel that im very sensitive about friends things

it is because i feel that im fat 

so that i feel im self-abased.

and also 

im really super duper hyper scare ignore and despise by friends.

it is just because i care about friends!

But

Now

i had learnt one things

that is


有些事,不是不在意,而是在意了又能怎样
人生没有如果,只有后果和结果
成熟,就是用微笑来面对一切小事

So,

NOW

i will try my best to 不在意 anythings! 

除此之外
最近我有一位男性朋友把我和他的合照作为profile picture
可是
我不知道是我自做聪明还是胡思乱想
那就是
我看到他的前女友在自己的fb wall上面写到很多关于感情事的东西
其实
是不是因为你看到了这张照片而误会了些什么
我不是想猜疑些什么
我只想说
我们只是普通朋友
就这样简单.
因为
我不想就因为一张合照而引起什么误会...
而让误会一直持续下去...